31 JULY
was so sleepy today... not enough sleep, have to rush projects this weekend... yet at a time like this my anime crave is driving me nuts, like a vampire craving for blood... UNSTOPPABLE DESIRE...
DYING FROM MENTAL STRESS!
went to work... was already not in best mood, hunger made it worse... then the customers made it worse... and finally the SUPERVISOR!
she won't approve of my leave!
THIS TIME I AM NOT STEPPING BACK!
i have always made exceptions for u guys, pushing and forcing myself to work, even when i am injured, sick... work extra days for u guys when i have so many projects to finish, compromising my sleep time for u...
NOW U ARE PUSHING YOUR LUCK!
i am not taking this anymore!
trying to be considerate for u guys, yet i don't feel the slightest appreciation...
i am no longer the alicia i used to be a year and a half ago, when i give way to u with your coaxing! that naive kid is gone!
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