4 AUGUST
FINALLY! i've got some decent sleep last night, one with no nonsense dreams, no disturbing thoughts, no whirlpool. though the good rest only lasted 2.5 hours, it's better than nothing... the rest of the night sleep was still not as good, but an improvemet from the past 3 weeks.
3 AUGUST
YES!
is what i should practise saying from now on =)
31 JULY
woke up in the morning with a bad feeling...
30 JULY
zzz... wth... i saw u in my dreams again...
how coincidental, i met my cousin and his friend at my void deck.
how coincidental, his friend lives in the same block as me.
how coincidental, his friend has the same name as u.
is this all really coincidence? or inevitability...
shit! just when i am trying to get u outta my mind...
RANDOM POST
AKON~~~!!!
recently akon craze just hit me XDD
i am crazy searching and listening to his songs... love his FREEDOM album!!!
watched some interviews featuring him too... COOL! :)
28 JULY
met my cousin who just came back from Australia! it's been a year since we last saw him...
had dinner with him, my siblings and some other cousins! japanese food~~~ WAHAHAHAHAHA! his jokes has gotten pretty lame and cold -.-
but still, nice gathering! it's really been such a long time since the 6 of us were all together... miss the days when we were younger, when we meet every week at my grandparents' house.
an expression my cousin learnt in Australia and use ever so often now--AWESOME!
27 JULY
wanted some peace, went out alone at night... told my mum where i was going, and she got worried. she kept ringing my hp and my sister kept sms-ing me... what's wrong yo! nothing's going to happen... i just wanted some peace... zzz... all the concern from others is bothering, that's why i've never wanted to tell them my thoughts and actions...
26 JULY
although i've been sleeping quite alot recently, the quality was crap! SHIT! i'm still feeling tired... zzz...
i dreamt of all sorts rubbish, like... ...
- looking into a mirror, there was a blue and translucent 'someone', and i was so amused, thinking what thing is that...
- i went cycling with my family, and i was carrying my mickey mouse soft toy on my back?!
- i went to bukit bakot to meet my friends. strangely, food centre was everywhere?! and i was to meet them at a food centre. question comes: WHICH ONE? then when i finally found them, i saw aunt steph sitting with my friends.
- i saw my cousin. he was telling me how he tried to contact me. he said he invited me to facebook, but i didn't respond. and i told him i have no facebook account and then he gave me the -.- expression...
25 JULY
attended a relative's funeral... there, we met many other relatives who we haven't seen before or met for years. so the introduction of the younger generations to the elders... my mum introduced my sister, brother and i, and guess what? the elder pointed at me and said 'she is your youngest child?' WAHAHAHAHAHA! my YOUNGER brother looks older than me!!! :D or do i look that young? LOLLLL!!!
22 JULY
so, everything u said was a lie?
20-21 JULY
insomnia...
19 JULY
i saw it coming again. there's always this feeling before u spell things out to me. this time, finally, i agree to it. I'll insist no more.
'you will be better off without me' is the reason u gave me , but i don't give a damn about this, just like u give shit about being at a disadvantage in this relationship. i expected a better reason for this. but never mind, maybe staying friends really is the best for us both.
17 JULY
OMG! paul asked irene and i why are we back in school. HOW SHOULD I KNOW?! that someone didn't even discuss this with us?! all i can tell him is the official reason the someone gave--organisational restructuring. however, i have my doubts about this. my colleagues have their doubts too, but i shan't pin-point who said what.
heard that paul called the company president to ask, and the reason he gave was 'cause we proposed to be out of office 3 days a week, and so make no sense in keep us as there will be no consistency in the work done. it's like WTH! now problems show and u push all the blame to us?! HELLO?!
1st thing: we are out of office 2 days a week, not 3 days! makes a big difference ok!
2nd thing: that is a SUGGESTION, not a THREAT?! if u don't like the idea, just say NO!
16 JULY
told my sister in the morning 'CONGRATULATIONS!' and she had question marks all over her head. so i told her that i've activated the security on my laptop such that even when my laptop wakes up from the hiberate mode a password is still required. WAHAHAHAHAHA!!! who ask my sister and brother to keep using my laptop without permission. told them this is private property, i don't like people using my things without permission.
11 JULY
went cycling. OMG! good results from cycling--BUTT PAIN & SUN BURN! -.-
but it's very enjoyable~~~!!! according to YA, which is according to a website, we cycled 32km?! maybe that will explain the butt pain...
HEY, LET'S HAVE MORE OF SUCH ACTIVITIES! I LOVE IT!!!
10 JULY
MY SISTER JUST TURNED 21 TODAY!!! congrats!
officially adult! means time to rebel? XDDD
i think only i think it that way, but whatever. it's the time when u are responsible for your every action. wonder if it's a good or bad thing~~~
but CHEERS! IT'S TIME TO LIVE YOUR LIFE!
*though i don't really feel like turning 21 so soon. i want to play and have fun but take no responbility! :x
4 JULY
went on a date today! LOVE IT! WOOHOOO~~~!!! MUACKZ XDDD
1 JULY
went on a group date... it was really really fun! seeing this guy going sneaky behind the shelves in stores, behind my friend's back and in the cinema... tsktsk, naughty but cute!
30 JUNE
went to school to meet darren, someone will be coming along as well.
upon meeting darren, we gave a summary on our progress. other than that, someone announced that irene and i will no longer need to go back to the company from next tuesday onwards. the reason given was 'organisational restructuring'. said that he will be moving from doing operations to branding and franchising, thus he cannot manage us anymore and there are no resources to do so. BULLSHIT! then explain why are there still intern students entering the company in July?!
he didn't even discuss this with us, and didn't even let us know in advance. he decided this all by himself. what type of supervisor is this, can someone explain to me?!
29 JUNE
today is the last day i will be seeing max in the office! tomorrow is his last day at work but yours truly will be out-of-office! T_T
1 more gone! wth?!
the new guy to replace max... ... tsktsk... a smart and sly one... must check him out more to know better :p
$40++ meal as farewell lunch?! someone SOOO GENEROUS wor :x
27-28 JUNE
WOOHOOO~~~!!! so fun watching someone playing hide-and-seek daily XDDD
26 JUNE
'pink is the colour today'
u never fail to amuse me :D
25 JUNE
i saw it in my dream last night, i felt it coming. strong sixth sense? woman's intuition?
24 JUNE
clique gathering~~~ everyone except MEIYI! why u always like that? tsktsk...
why am i always like that? shooting my mouth off without thinking T_T
I'M REALLY REALLY SORRY!
i'm already trying to be careful with whatever i am saying, still, why am i saying things i shouldn't...
23 JUNE
WOOHOO!!! I PASSED MY TEST! YEAH, I'M MAN*!
*woMAN :p
22 JUNE
zzzZZZzzzZZZ... DIE! this procrastinator here did not do her work~~~!!! see me screw things up tonight! T_T
16 JUNE
I FOUND OUT THE REASON U WERE MAD! HAHA! ONLY 1 WORD TO DESCRIBE U--CUTE XDDD
when i was trying so hard to suppress my feelings, u stirred them up again and wasted all my effort. u think it's fun?!
13 JUNE
guess who i went out with?
IRENE again, and hui ying :)
i see irene 6 days this week? LOLLL... we have became quite close. she is speaking more nowadays too! and she said it was thanks to me :p hmm, she meant i talk too much? WAHAHAHA!!! whatever it is, i shall take it as a compliment... HAHAHAHA!!! :D
went to orchard kinokuniya 'cause there is the 20% discount for card members~~~ bought 2 manga that cost $29... more $$$ just flown away~ LOLLL
then went to suntec to try the food at Just Noodle... hmmm, would say that it's just so-so. not as nice as what Irene said. or perhaps i ordered the wrong item? whatever... and the hygiene at the ice-cream area is... ... totally killed any crave for ice-cream. the drinks are so diluted...
circled the Suntec famous wishing fountain 3 rounds, made a wish, took photos and read about zodiac thing...
after this, irene and hui ying went to the IT fair, i went home... spare me the squeezing and all... the crowd in the afternoon is scary...
reached tampines. went to sony style at Tampines 1, was looking for mp3. asked the staff there 'what is the difference between E series and S series?' good answer she gave... 'they are about the same.' -.- even i can sell mp3 with this type of standard. asked 'do u have the one with bluetooth function? it's from S series.' and she stare straight at me and went 'huh?' THANKS FOR HELPING, I LOVE YOUR SERVICE MAN! @#$%^&*
12 JUNE
went out with irene after work~~~
not to orchard, not city hall, not vivo. no big shopping centres...
went to chinatown! WOOHOO!!! SURPRISED?!
not a place u would find me, usually...
she had to go get her DVD from a shop there, and since i have no programmes after work, i went along :D
WAHAHAHAH!!! i was like a hungry ghost just release into the mortal world... LOLLL
i went around telling irene 'wah, that looks good!', 'i want to eat that!', 'u know of any good food here?'
and she was like 'don't look', 'don't anyhow spend money', 'no no'. WAHAHAHAHA!!!
entered all the disc shops to look for drama, anime...
after all the walking and collecting her DVD, we went on official food search... WAHAHAHA!!!
irene had mango ice... it was good XD but a little ex... it's $5...
i had almond with egg white dessert... IT'S GOOD! initially i ordered another dessert too... but SOLD OUT T_T
