20 SEPTEMBER
closed my eyes, listening to 1 of my favourite songs. felt nostalgic.
'Just Like Me'
each time i see this title or listen to the song, i remember your words...
17 SEPTEMBER
bad day for me today. if u ask me, i would say i feel shitty. no reason, just doesn't feel good.
15 SEPTEMBER
zzz... didn't sleep well... maybe i got too agitated from watching Heart of Greed last night? LOLLLL!
read some of my old blog entries. thought about some things and remembered some lost feelings. contradicting emotions. the past seems all nice and light-hearted, and i miss those times.
14 SEPTEMBER
went to my favourite soap and skincare shop L'occitane at ion orchard~~~ bought something! and hell, their staff sure have good memory. once, i made my 2nd visit to the citylink branch, and the staff remembered what i previously bought. this time the staff at ion orchard branch knew i shopped at citylink branch before because she once worked there. it's like O.O surprised me. but good job! and good service :D
finished watching the HK drama Heart of Greed! was viewing it online. OMG! it's such a masterpiece! love the ending! and i simply love the characters, except the antagonist. the actress of the female antagonist really did a great job bringing out the character 'cause each time i see the character, i felt like breaking my laptop screen :x
the storyline is good too! the little twists here and there made certain results a little unexpected.
anyway, i would say it's a must-watch :)
RANDOM POST
Hey, did i ever mention that TP really does a good job at energy conservation? u know that toilets nowadays are equipped with motion sensor, and the lights only work when motion is detected? yes, this is the PROBLEM! WHILE I WAS DOING 'BIG BUSINESS' IN THE TOILET, IT BLACKED OUT! -.-" I'M STILL NOT DONE?! zzz... even after i am done and stood up, motion was still not detected, and i had to feel for the flush button and the door latch.
lengthen the time before black out can?!
*P.S. i did wipe my butt after the 'business', and i SHOULD have done a clean job. women's intuition. heard that it's quite accurate :p
11 SEPTEMBER
my craze for shower gels, soaps and body lotion just came back XDD so~~~ viewing the variety and reading reviews before hitting the shop some time next week :)
thought of buying either the Lavender, Olive, or Almond branch ones... OMG! though i know that i am broke, but still my urge to get these is so strong! i just love bath time! waste water, waste shower gel, waste money... tsktsk...
then i'm thinking, my future apartment must have a toilet like those of 6-star hotels. together with my favourite shower gels, HEAVEN!
*mummy is recently on my back, saying that i waste water bathing so many times a day :x daddy got his pay cut again? he's thinking of switching jobs again and my mum is so worried about finance, and here i am buying shower gels and shopping like tomorrow is doom day? OOPS! my karma is accumulating...*
10 SEPTEMBER
damn! i don't feel good these few days. i feel like anger is building up inside me and it's really taking alot of effort to contain it.
went jogging in the evening to let out some steam. my stamina today sucks! i couldn't even run 2km consecutively.
while jogging, i keep seeing this man who is jogging too. we smile at each other each time we our eyes meet. strangely, i didn't feel like going home even when i think i should. so i walked several more rounds on the track :x
9 SEPTEMBER
i know it's amazing when i say this but, I JUST REALISED THAT MILO TASTES GOOD!
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! i haven't drank milo for like more than half a year, and i didn't fancy milo. but today i feel like drinking some filling drink, and i've had too much milk so i decided to drink milo. to my surprise, i realised it's so good XD now i know why some people always drink that -.-
6 SEPTEMBER
went out with chu! XD I'M VERY HAPPY WOR!
shopping at ion orchard~~~
first time in so many shopping trips i bought something?! WAHAHAHAHA! such a good feeling! in fact, i felt like spending every single cent i have, but i still need money to last me till next month, so i held back T_T
retail therapy really lives up to its reputation for de-stress! it's been such a long time since i enjoyed myself so much!
this time i also did my part and talked alot? my deep voice got hoarse by the time i went home -.- now chu can't complain that she always does all the talking.
another shopping please! =p there's so many things i want to buy!
5 SEPTEMBER
YUCKS! I DREAMT OF MY WORST ENEMY--COCKROACH! and in my dream, it was right on my shirt! scare the hell out of me!
people are talking about the lunar 7th month, that dirty things may appear at night.. but what i am most afraid of seeing is this black, dirty, sneaky thing!
1 SEPTEMBER
who said out of sight, out of mind? i dreamt of u a 2nd time in a week.
woke up feeling like i haven't slept -.- remembered all my dreams. zzz
feeling sleepy the whole day, but when i wanted to get a late afternoon nap, i couldn't get to sleep...
tuesday blues? but a sudden sms from a primary school friend got me so happy XD
he sent me the sms by mistake, but that started the whole sms-ing... it was so fun, we were making fun of each other like we are such good friends. LOLLLL!
ok, he wants me to organise a primary school class gathering... eh hello?! though i am a famous cow-ordinator, i don't intend to make such task my permanent job... :p but depending on my mood, i might try to materialise this idea. it's such a challenging task, since i've lost many of my primary school friends' contacts? WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
simple pleasures of life~~~
31 AUGUST
'i can be your fag hag and you can be my gay~~~'
HAHAHAHAHA! i'm so amused by lily allen's songs!
28 AUGUST
all my weird dreams started coming back... i dreamt of the one i am most wanting to forget about. this sucks...
24 AUGUST
wah, bad luck! the moment i got on the MRT platform, some weird sound came from my stomache. STOMACHACHE! i hold it till my destination. then off i go, to toilet! -.-
it's the worst when u get stomachache when u are on the move, don't know if u are able to hold everything in...
diarrhoea~~~ zzz
21 AUGUST
this morning was in super cranky mood 'cause i slept only like 30 mins last night :p
reached school at 7.30am to do some touching up for my presentation slides.
think i look black-faced today... though i have to meet the someone, i didn't mean to do it? just the lack of sleep got to me, and the bombarding of questions just got on my nerves :x
OOPS!
WOOHOO! went out with chu and zhi in the evening~~~
was 20 mins late! but not my fault! but it's good anyway, gave chu a chance to look hardworking by staying back in the office on a friday evening. WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
went to Central shopping centre for some ramen at Marutama. queued for more than 30 mins?! what's more, the shop only has 4 main dishes and some sides to choose from...
the ramen's really good XD but the more delicious thing is the 'hard'-boiled egg!!! it's AMAZING! it's a MUST-TRY!!!
had some ice-cream after that and then headed home... zzz... the zhai girl wants to go home and stick her face to her laptop... aix... so zhai.
20 AUGUST
rushing work day! zzz... so stressful~~~ but i think i deserve it? LOLLL! 'cause i am so slack -.-
suddenly feel like a student again, rushing project :p think i work best under pressure? i always seem to produce work only when deadline is nearing :x procrastinator here... WAHAHAHAHA!!!
met some friends to give irene a birthday surprise in the evening. but as expected, irene has to ruin the plan. but anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D
19 AUGUST
i'm bored!!! won't someone just entertain me?
irene showed me this amusing website, though after a while it lost its appeal. but those who want to try it, here's the link>>> akinator
met chu in the evening!!! I'M SO HAPPY!!! haven't meet her for like 2 MONTHS?! our shopping trips and food search had gone on hiatus for too long yo!
to meet at republic plaza at raffles place... and i got lost at the mrt station -.- came out of the wrong exit, and made a round about the buildings and went back underground again to look for directions. zzz... the underground signage system SUCKS?! i went here and there, round and round, but couldn't find my way out... ... and i did this all at the peak hour, when everyone just knocked off and rushing home? i think i was a nuisance as well as a joke to those people. HAHA!
anyway, had subway sandwich at republic plaza then headed to suntec for the movie G.I. Joe. was late for the movie. went in the cinema, all i saw on the screen was people firing at each other. i'm lost again -.- but caught up after a while.
love to go out with chu! we always talk nonsense, and 'shake' places with our laughter! XDD
WOOHOO~~~!!! we are meeting again this friday :)))
in the midst of all the fun, chu broke the news to me that she is moving house soon... i'm so sad :'( next time when we go out, i have to go home alone, we can't meet at her void deck and chat anymore, it's more difficult to pass things to each other... :'(((
17 AUGUST
OMG OMG OMG!!! BIG NEWS!!!
I GOT A RATHER DECENT SLEEP LAST NIGHT!!! T_T
*tears of joy*
even had a nap in the afternoon!
and strangely, i am feeling better :) the black aura is dissipating, my mood is improving!
so what does this prove? PROPER SLEEP IS VERY IMPORTANT!!! =p
might sound like i am talking cock here, but the power of good sleep~~~ u will only realise that after u have lost it, and then regained it.
i was feeling all depressed and pessimistic since the time i lost my quality sleep. i wasn't in the mood to do anything, i didn't feel like stepping out of my house, etc.
hmm, what is the cause for this change? my bedsheet? was it that dirty? =x
or i finally see the light?
mystery~~~ XDD
16 AUGUST
i am in a bad mood, like BAD MOOD! has been like this since quite some time, and it's really bothering me!
my dreams were getting from bad to worse. it started off with dreams of friends and strangers in weird places at weird time, and now i'm seeing project deadlines, deaths, jealousy, anger, murder, etc.
anyway, i thought of trying out a little suggestion from my friend--doing housework, to improve my mood.
so yours truly did not take her holy bath right after she got out of bed. instead, i had breakfast, watched tv for a while, and i'm off to clean my room.
'dismantled' my bed, cleaned the bed frame, changed bedsheet, cleared a shelf, vacuumed my room.
BUT!
I WASN'T FEELING ANY BETTER! ROARRRR! who's suggestion was this again?!
13 AUGUST
went back to National Dental Centre for check up and removal of the stitches in my mouth :x
WAHAHAHAHA!!! dentist said 'wound recovering well~~~' :D
after that i 'parachute' to vivo city. HAHAHA!!!
*wonder where the word 'parachute' came from* :p
went to food republic... was walking round and round, can't decide on what to eat. i'm like some hungry ghost, wanted to eat everything! chose beef hor fun and fried prawn noodles after SERIOUS consideration :p
then some shopping around in vivo.
was paying for a knife and heard some irritating guy behind me said '买刀，你看, 她买刀'. what's wrong with buying knife? yours truly recently bad mood wor! talk more and i will put the knife to good use and u will become the steak on the plate! :x
9 AUGUST
NATIONAL DAY!
who was the one who said this day is all citizens' birthday? LAME! -.-
watched the National Day Parade. had stopped watching for several years, so thought i should give it some support again? ooops!
hmm, i'm rather curious, so here's the million-dollar question--WHO STOPPED WHATEVER U ARE DOING AND SAID THE PLEDGE AT 8.22pm??? :p
8 AUGUST
CRAVING FOR MEAT! feel like eating steak! zzz...
i'm so hungry and my craving for certain types of food is just getting stronger by the minute. i am like planning the menu once the pain is gone. so looking forward!
*i'm very optimistic about the recovery~~~*
7 AUGUST
wah, sad... more soft food -.-
had porridge for all meals! but had lots of snacking in-between meals--ice-cream, tau huay, yogurt.
to my family: THANKS FOR EATING ROAST DUCK IN FRONT OF ME! THAT WAS MOST APPRECIATED.
i can say that i was making quite speedy recovery? i can talk more with the effect of the anaesthetics gone and I SHOUTED OUT OF MY WINDOW, SCOLDING MY NEIGHBOUR! WAHAHAHAHAHA!!! YES YES YES! *sense of satisfaction*
6 AUGUST
had all 4 of my wisdom teeth removed!
i was given general anaesthesia before the surgery. when the doctor was injecting the anaesthetic, he was talking to me about school, hospital, etc. i know he was trying to distract me. i had the strong urge to tell him 'hello? u think i don't know what u are trying to do? i know your 'strategy' please, so u can stop talking now.' LOLLL! but still, this polite girl just kept it to herself :p
after the surgery, i woke up. everything seems blur. saw the nurse and guess what? she told me i tried to stand up during the surgery? then the doctor came and said 'u fought me just now. do u remember?' and the nurse told him that i had no recollection about that. WAHAHAHAHAHA!!! what was i trying to do? i don't even know XDD i was dreaming the whole time. maybe i was so agitated or excited about that dream?
went home about 3 hours after the surgery. i felt terrible. my lower jaw and tongue are numb, my mouth smell of blood, i can only take really soft food. zzz. ate some yogurt when i got home. was so hungry, but i can't eat much, all food taste bland. i finally understand what food tasted like for YA? OOPS :p
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