31 JANUARY
since it's about university application time, it's natural to be reflecting on my diploma course and thinking about the future.
felt really disappointed and dissatisfied. didn't know what i was learning and doing the whole 3 years. things just come and go like wind, leaving no trace. i have no clear recollection of academic related stuff.
my sister just has to keep rubbing it in, putting my diploma course down by telling me how good her diploma course was and she doesn't regret that 3 years in polytechnic. i'm wondering if she is hallucinating again. she kept telling my brother how her secondary school results were so much better than his when that was not the case. she came to realisation only 2 weeks ago when she was clearing her secondary school files. of course, we kept it from our cute brother. we didn't want him to be complacent and lose his motivation to strive harder.
anyway, the greatest lesson learnt in my 3 years of study--take all the lecturers words with a pinch of salt.
30 JANUARY
attended NTU talks at Suntec to have an overview of the courses they offer.
Pissed with everything. FUCK!
Are polytechnic students not human?! Are polyechnic students stupid?! Has polytechnic students no need for future?! what's with listing the pre-requisites only for JC students and international students! i seriously think Singapore education system sucks and bias!
27 JANUARY
I WANT NEW HANDPHONE!
26 JANUARY
life recently has been shit! Projects, projects and more PROJECTS! to make things worse, there is not many interesting anime to watch. no stress relief, i am going to explode T_T
I WANT JOJO!
25 JANUARY
was trying out nail polish at Sephora. wanted to remove the polish on my nails after that, so my sister handed me the silver spray bottle and a piece of cotton wool from the bottom of the shelf. i sprayed a little of the solution on the cotton wool and started wiping my nails with it when i turned the bottle and saw the words NAIL REMOVER. got a shock!
glad to say, my finger nails did not disintegrate. apparently, it IS and the words meant NAIL POLISH REMOVER.
as always, Singaporeans (like myself) have good England :x
24 JANUARY
everyday all i see my sister doing everyday is her using her laptop to read manga, watch anime and drama aside from going to school. WHAT IS THIS! I AM SO JEALOUS OF HER PLEASE! or rather, am i the one in university and she is in polytechnic? i am so much busier than her! shit!
I SAW 5 LAMBORGHINI ON THE ROAD, MOVING IN A CLUSTER!
22 JANUARY
I AM iDrag Paper QUEEN!!! WOOHOO!!!
record of 3.20 secs :p
thanks to huijun and dawn always calling me 吕大哥, i think i'm on the verge of having gender-identity disorder.
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