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Worrying gives small things big shadows
11 JANUARY
finished watching Saiunkoku Monogatari, both season 1 and 2!!! 78 episodes in 6 days! I'M CRAZY! thanks to this, let's see... I HAVE LEFT ALL MY SCHOOL WORK UNDONE?!
that aside, THE ENDING IS A CLIFFHANGER! another anime with such ending *angry* though it's quite obvious the 2 lovebirds would end up together. but still their romance is so classic, i want to watch their love bloom~~~
CAN THERE BE A SEASON 3 PLEASE~~~!!!
9 JAUNARY
i've watched 20 episodes in a day! bless myself, this anime is bloody addictive...
8 JANUARY
was watching anime all through the night. the storyline is quite interesting, there's twists and turns everywhere and the characters speak in riddles, such a way that it's so difficult to understand. the characters' thoughts and feelings are so contradicting and complicated. really brought out what human really is.
one character i really like died. Meeting is the beginning of Parting is the title for that episode. somehow, my heart just ached.
even though i've always been watching anime, it's been such long time since i last was so overwhelmed by the story. this anime has got me thinking over and over again 'What will I do if such things happened?' and ever so often i find myself lacking too much knowledge and skills.
7 JANUARY
WTF! my mum just came back from work, lost her temper and randomly scold people?! zzz. of course, my sis and i got the short end of the stick -.- we both got scolded for being pathetic, needed to be spoon-fed WHEN THE REAL CULPRIT FOR THIS FIASCO IS MY DAD AND BROTHER!!!
ok, here's what happened. my mum cooked dinner before she left for work. before eating, we are supposed to heat the food up ourselves. apparently my brother and dad did not and ate the food cold. then when my mum came back from work at 9.30pm, she found out and scolded me for not heating up the food?! randomness. I WAS SLEEPING FROM 5PM TO 7.45PM, by the time i woke up, they finished their dinner already. WHAT U EXPECT ME TO DO? WAKE UP JUST TO HEAT IT UP FOR THEM AND GO BACK TO SLEEP?! WHAT NONSENSE WOR! told her that and she still blamed me! saying that i should have heated the food up when i came home after school. like hello?! i reach home at nearly 4pm. even if i did, the food will still end up cool by dinner time?! told her that i heated up the soup before i drank it and she still scolded me! SCREW U OK! IT'S THE MALE ONES WHO DIDN'T DO ANYTHING, WHAT'S WITH TARGETING ME!
then she started saying that we only know how to eat but not clear the dishes. may i make it clear that I WASHED THE DISHES! my dad and brother just eat and put the plates and bowls into the sink!!! ARGHHH!!! WHATEVER!
then when i was washing my hands, she said i was wasting water with the fast flow. like hello?! i didn't turn it very big ok! then she started saying that i am jobless, only know how to waste money. i'm like WHAT'S WRONG WITH U! THAT'S WHY I DISLIKE BEING JOBLESS EVEN THOUGH I LIKE THE FREE TIME BECAUSE THIS WOMAN BELITTLES U EVERY NOW AND THEN!
6 JANUARY
someone please, SLAP ME!
bring me back from my lala-land and throw me into reality!!!
i am so addicted to anime and sleep!
i eat, sleep, go to school and watch anime night and day! shit! ARGHHHHHH!!!
5 JANUARY
found a new anime to watch! OMG!
been feeling rather restless recently 'cause many anime i was following ended, and the winter/spring anime doesn't seem to have many interesting ones.
this time a different genre. think i can say it's historical type? the settings look like it's china... quite funny and long series, like 39 episodes? hopes the story progresses well~~~
just for the information, its title is Saiunkoku Monogatari...

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realised that people are calling me by my nickname, but all with different spellings.
zhi call my ah lee
xiao call me ali
chu call me ally
3 JAUNUARY
read chu's blog. realised i've never had or thought about new year resolution. a little sad i've wasted so much of my life away already. I AM HITTING 20! U KNOW?! my age, starting with a 2!!! I DON'T WANT~~~
year 2009 wasn't very good. was the worst of recent years.
-- had a crap internship, one that i feel so ashamed to write in my resume. i've learnt NOTHING! NO NEW SKILL OR ABILITY! i remembered how much i looked forward to my japanese classes to distress.
-- did not hold any part-time job while studying. balancing part-time job and studies has always been my pride. despite having messed things up ever so frequently while holding 2 status, i felt time quite well spent. i also dislike leeching off my parents.
-- had my first relationship, one which brought more tears than laughters. felt stupid but thought perhaps it's worth the pain, at least i learnt something and found my answers to what a BGR is. glad it ended almost as soon as it started.
-- wasn't able to meet chu as often as in the past, which just kind of felt weird at first but gotten used to it now. but i still want to meet her more!
--zhi has initiated many gathering, which to me, was a pleasant surprise! and i love her company, as always :)
hoping that year 2010 brings more joy!
in 2010, i hope to:
-- find my direction for the coming few years
-- find my aim in life
-- lose some fats!
-- make the free dancing pimples go away!
-- have more gatherings with friends
-- pull up my GPA
-- buy new handphone
-- buy a MP3
-- save some money! (my 2 bank accounts are bloody empty now. the amount in them doesn't even make up to $20 -.-)
-- go on an overseas trip
1 JANUARY 2010
went to nat's house for celebration...
HAPPY~~~! but with a little disappointment... J.A.M. was not able to make it :(
even though i said i would help with the cooking, I COULDN'T DO IT
T_T
i was holding a shield while in the kitchen and so scared of the hot cooking oil :x
i wouldn't say that we had a DINNER... each time we finish cooking a dish, we dig in first! only after eating then we prepare the next dish. LOLLLL! new style of gathering eh!
after that was tv, nail polishing each other's nails, and of course the blockbuster--huijun demonstrating her kicks with darren as the victim...
LOVE THE FUN TODAY! it's the first of such gathering.
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