12 FEBRUARY
finally! the school term is over?! all that's left is exams and i'm done with TP!
while i'm happy that lessons are finally over, i'm very depressed that i won't get to see all my friends in a big group or as a class anymore. i really like them. perhaps this is the first time i feel so sad. even when i left my secondary school, i didn't feel like this at all.
really can't bear to leave school today.
9 FEBRUARY
i want the security of knowing that someone is always there for me unconditionally.
8 FEBRUARY
is it ok to stay myself?
7 FEBRUARY
went to the kodak shop at Heartland Mall to get the SQM notes photocopied 'cause i haven't printed mine, and there's a test tomorrow?! COOL!
i was shocked that the staff was shocked when i asked her to staple my original copy of notes back to how it was. apparently she messed up all the sequence of the notes. can't believe she can be considered a staff when she doesn't know the basic thing and yet act all aloof! mad at her please! she left all the notes and stapler to me and attended the other customers?!
FUCK! I'M FUMING RIGHT THROUGH MY HEAD NOW!
i should have left when the time was up--9pm. i shouldn't have stayed a moment longer.
in the end left dawn's house at 10.30pm.
was waiting for bus 72 when my mum called. i asked if i can take a cab home instead, but she told me to take the bus. totally pissed and replied her rudely and hung up.
bus 72 came. it looked like bangala-flavoured sardines can on wheels!
the bus is so packed, with mainly bangala, thai and china workers. and poor me had to squeeze in because that was the cheapest way to go home!
u know the smell?! YES THE SMELL! STILL AND STINK! gave me a bad headache, thanks alot.
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