27 JULY
I am a good example of 醉翁之意不在酒 :(
26 JULY
oops, i saw it! :p
HAHA! u never fail to amuse me with the way u do things! who kills ants like that?! and the way u are so particular with cleanliness is just funny.
paid my hall acceptance fees! i want a good roomie please!
aix, i feel like i am gonna miss my previous hall real badly...
25 JULY
hey, don't go to bed without drinking! -.-"
24 JULY
omg, why are u so polite to us today??? it creeps me out, for heaven's sake!
23 JULY
O-M-G!!! UNCLE, STAY AWAY FROM ME! why u come and look for me again?! the lunatic pat me, when he saw me, and i ran away, pretending i didn't see him. BUT HE WAITED FOR ME at the place that i definitely needed to pass by. he brought a friend for me to conducted the survey with... now, while this friend sounds more sane, he is expectedly a little weird. when i asked for his contact number (required for the survey), he asked if i want his lawyer's mobile number, or maybe his address. then he asked if i wanna check his IC. HELLO WEIRD MAN, I ONLY NEED YOUR CONTACT NUMBER! next, while doing the survey, he started telling me about where he used to live, what Singapore was like back then, how it changed, etc. and he never gave straightforward answers! i had to interpret them from his grandmother stories!
22 JULY
stop bitching ok! don't think u are manager then can throw your weight around! obviously u have no experience?! how to conduct survey when i hold the showcard in one hand and the survey paper in the other? how to write then? i will be freaked out if a third hand extends from behind me to help me out...
AHHHHH! i conducted a survey with a lunatic! and he got my mobile number! when doing the survey, he kept saying weird stuff like he is a very good consultant who goes around giving good advice. when i asked his occupation, he said he has been unemployed for 30 years and his status is above MM and PM. then when i am done with the survey, he asked if i wanna see his passport, so he took it out and showed me. then he took out his bank book and asked if i wanna see his account balance. then after i gave him the token of appreciation (a book) for doing the survey, he asked me to write my name and date at the back of it. OMG, UNCLE! I HOPE I DON'T SEE U AGAIN! T_T
18 JULY
u just don't realise how fortunate u are. i wouldn't say that i would like to be in your place because i have the company of my siblings while u don't. i am not sure if i would wanna trade mental development and companionship for money. there is no 'what ifs' in life, so suck it up and live with it.
i am currently learning how to run my life, to improve myself, so it could move forward and not just keep blaming on the situation. i've been living my life blaming on things, but it's time i walk out of it. while it is a little late to finally be enlightened, i believe it's better late than never. working things out, learning stuff is just so refreshing and challenging...
starting from my surroundings, i am trying to be more tidy, to motivate myself to help around the house, to improve on my personality and character...
one more thing on my mind... i wanna work at a bar or pub, i wanna learn bartending... but i have to stay out late if i do. now, my mum is a problem. should i defy her and fight for my freedom, or should i listening to her and stay restricted. i want the pay, and more importantly the experience. aix, why can't she be more open-minded. now i don't dare to call up the employer when i am undecided myself...
17 JULY
i don't know what is the youthful girl doing at home on a Sunday! so no life :'(
since i'm at home, as u guys can expect, i am stalking fb... and i see all the FOC photos and craze and comments... i wanna join FOC now! :'( i tried looking for my new hall's FOC dates, wanting to see if i can still join, but i can't find it! why like that... i am hoping that hall and school life can be a blast in the coming year 'cause i've had enough of anti-social life already. i am trying to step out of my little bubble and mix around!!! NOW I'VE TO WAIT FOR ANOTHER YEAR, WHICH MEANS 1 MORE YEAR OF NO LIFE!
this is why i dislike staying at home! my mind and emotions run wild! :'(
16 JULY
today is totally awesome!
windsurfing! HAHA! i hurt my toes even before i enter the water! then when i just got into the water and wanted to uphaul, the foot of my sail broke! -.-" fail... went back to shore to change my sail. back into the sea and off i went~~~ not smoothly. i chose a different model of surf board today and awesome, the surface is so slippery, i keep slipping and O.M.G. each time i fall, my wounded toe kept hitting into something, the daggerboard, footstrap, etc. wow, what 'pleasure'!
the wind today is so awesome, and with the different board i tried today, i kinda went super fast! i'm so happy! but mid-way, the knob to hold the boom in place opened! THIS SHOULDN'T BE HAPPENING! then i tried to sail back to shore with that open but then strong gusts of wind came and i can't! tried closing the knob myself but to no avail... so i sat on my board, waiting for someone to come by my way, BUT NO ONE DID FOR A LONG TIME! so i went into the water and tried to close the knob again. finally after many attempts, i managed to, using my feet!
then strong wind! and everyone set out and surf... i got thrown into the water many times by the strong current and wind! awesome! my arms ache like fuck fighting the wind...
anyway, today uncle david came!!! and they are all going for dinner together! i wanted to join but the starhub BBQ is waiting... aix, ditch the hot guys for young people. LOLL! i miss uncle david much. each time he comes, he teaches me new stuff, and he is very patient. love much!
WOOHOO~~~ starhub BBQ! nong nong no see the people, especially yang wei. the stupid shit said '这么久了你还是像男人'. hello, just 1 year, u expect me to be gu niang??? and wouldn't it be creepy if i changed overnight -.-"
all the crazy nonsense! so good to be young :D love my days full of fun and activities! and sorry guys, i don't drink when no one is getting high and crazy with me. and i am keeping my liquor limit a secret from u guys :p
13 JULY
u don't seem to be the guy i once knew. u are like less passionate, less out-going, less honest and open, less adventurious or sporty. i used to love and admire u, your leadership, your love for sports. don't lose that energy in life, don't be the boring, lifeless group of white collars in Singapore, i hate them. don't lose to the Singapore system. anyone but u, don't disappoint me :'( wishing u all the best in life. love u as always...
would things have been different if i told u my feelings honestly when u asked what was our relationship...
3 JULY
went windsurfing~~~ omg, the wind is so light today, just right for this lousy windsurfer! LOLL!
yeah, so i took the opportunity to learn to control my sail a bit, tell where and how to hold it... many a times i almost hit the pipeline, thank god, i managed to avoid it... i won't forget the cuts i got from hitting that pipeline last year x.x
haha, came back for a break and went out again... saw this man and his daughter trying to sail out too... sailed for a while and i came back to shore again, time to wash up... saw the man still stuck at shore, so i gave him the advice jade gave me. when i was washing up, the man came by to thank me, telling me he has managed to sail out. a lousy windsurfer like myself, to receive such gratitude, i feel guilty and happy at the same time. i was able to help others despite my skill. the people at the beach are so kind and heart-warming, and i wanted to reciprocate the favour and pass on the attitude :D
so i suffered almost no injuries, except for dropping jit's board on my toe while washing up x.x
snacked at PP hawker centre before heading home for italian bread :D
a day full of sunshine and smiles! HAPPY TTM!
2 JULY
i am so mesmerised by u! the thought of u just kept me smiling the whole day. perhaps i will allow myself to dream of u for these few days and then i will return back to reality... let me enjoy this little sweetness for a while...
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