18 APRIL
久しぶりに君写った写真を見た。きれいで、面白いで、創造的です。やっぱり、私のこころを動けるのは、君だけです。頑張ってね、大好きな君。
君のような人はあまり見かけないですね。クローンでもいいから、会わせてよ!この存在は私の人生に必要なんだ!退屈させないで!!!:'( 誰か私を助けてよ!
13 APRIL
みんなさん、こんにちは!また おひさしぶりです!
今日まで 三週間かな 日本人と話す始めたのは。みんなはあまり人懐っこくなさそうです。ちょっとうれしくないね。なんでみんながこんなに冷たいの。私 めわくみたいです。すきじゃないの、かなしいよ!それなのに、なかよくしたいの!
12 APRIL
there is this dean's list girl in my class. she was talking about how talking languages like Japanese in university is not a good choice because people in the classes mostly have their basics already. she didn't wanna jeopardise her CGPA so she didn't continue with the next level. it's just kind of sad. Must everyone only do things that benefit them? are passion and fun not part of your life? I am kind of disappointed with the environment in university. everyone is just thinking about playing this CGPA game that they sort of forgot what life is about. it's not like her grades are on the verge of failing, why not do something that seems more human-like!
May I find someone with the same passion for life (not for grades)... i'm so sick and tired of such life! LIFE ISN'T ALL ABOUT STUDYING, ABOUT CGPA, CGPA AND CGPA!!! simple pleasures count too! isn't there someone who shares the same thoughts as me?!