12 MAY
I think I am aging at high speed this holiday. After waking up from a 10-hour sleep, I feel so lethargic like I'm going to die. I don't even know what does the sleep even do. despite feeling so tired, I dragged myself out of the house to attempt windsurfing, after a 3-month break. I was really reluctant, but I need to do something about me not doing anything.
As expected, I lost my stamina and the pain at my feet and thighs is making windsurfing more difficult.
Went out to sea for about an hour and I went back to shore, I was tired and panting... that chubby was laughing at me from a distance, damn. each time i see how the middle aged men windsurfing, and i get so guilty. being one of the youngest yet i behave like the oldest.
anyway, last year the man I taught to point so that he could control his board came up to me once again, to thank me for helping him when he was about to give up. How many times does he have to say thank you and go around telling people about it. I don't want him to keep thanking me, but I am glad he let me know. だって、言わないと 伝えられないものがあるの。この人の気持ちちゃんっと伝えたよ。ありがとう。I guess this is how kindness goes around.
I would help anytime, if I could. I have always been on the receiving end, I am happy if I am able to give.
11 MAY
went for 2 job interviews. and for the first, I looked like a hooker. I forgot to button up my top, I don't even know why and how, but yes, that just happened. I am so terribly embarrassed.
despite so, the day was pretty fulfilling i guess. Went to the library after the interviews and then shopping with my brother. this beats sitting around at home doing nothing.
10 MAY
went to Nat's house to stayover at night. haha, I feel pretty comfortable, like it is my house :D just chilling on the bed and doing our own stuff with the laptop, but the company was awesome :) let's see, I need another stayover. HAHA!
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