7 MARCH 2013
Omg, it's Thursday into recess week, and there is still much work still left undone. There is this super difficult work which I don't know how to start on it, and it has caused me to procrastinate on all my other work even right up to now. I know it's crazy, but I can't get myself to start. It's like the fear is stopping me from moving forward. Now I'm in a tight situation and I'm worried. Looking at myself, looking at you, I keep telling myself I need to make good use of my time like you do and try my best in everything. But it's just difficult, and I'm constantly feeling so disappointed with myself. Help me motivate myself! I need to get a hold of my life! :'(
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