29 NOVEMBER 2015
OMG, more than a year since I last posted.
Have been working for slightly more than a year now. and my thoughts so far is -- working life sucks, all the more so if the superior is a psychotic bitch.
was looking at the sky when the sun has almost set today and suddenly sadness came over me. I am very unhappy now at this stage of life. I miss those carefree days, when I could do whatever I like. I miss the days when I had my own life and honest to myself and shout "NO!" to whoever who pissed me off or didn't make sense. I belong with the nature, the wind, where I can go wherever I want.
At present, this psychotic bitch in the office is affecting my personal life and I don't like it. I hate it! and it is putting my relationship with my boyfriend at risk because whenever the bitch gets out of control and lashes out unreasonably, I took the shit and then took it out on my boyfriend. She sucks seriously. Such unprofessionalism for a manager. Sometimes I just hope she gets a real big retribution fast for treating others so nastily.
There's not much time for hobbies now as well when I have not much personal time. This is also killing me. I hate it when I have no time for personal development. Feels like life is withering away...
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